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1. |
Sympathy
02:24
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Even after you hurt me
After all that you’ve done
I still fucking miss you
And the taste of you on my tongue
And the worst thing about this is
You’re with somebody new
You’re so much happier than
When I was with you
But it’s been rough for me you know
‘Cause I haven’t let you go
Can I get a little sympathy
Or is it too much for you to show?
‘Cause every day is a reminder
That you’re not here anymore
Can I get a little sympathy
Or am I going through this alone?
You burned like a fire
Like a moth to a flame
I got caught in your embers
You crept inside my veins
But after all that I gave you
You left smoke inside my lungs
Guess I should’ve known
I couldn’t be the one
But it’s been rough for me you know
‘Cause I haven’t let you go
Can I get a little sympathy
Or is it too much for you to show?
Every day is a reminder
That you’re not here anymore
Can I get a little sympathy
Or am I going through this alone?
It’s been rough for me you know
‘Cause I haven’t let you go
Can I get a little sympathy
Or is it too much for you to show?
Every day is a reminder
That you’re not here anymore
Can I get a little sympathy
Oh
Can I get a little sympathy?
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2. |
Thinking
03:14
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You were somebody I trusted
Now you’re nothing but a scar
You’ve been tearing up some parties
While I tear myself apart
And I feel empty every day and night
From dark to light
I wake up in my bed alone
Every nook of this apartment
Reminds me that you’re gone
And I’ve been thinking ‘bout me drinking alone ’til I’m numb
I’ve been thinking ‘bout the times that we had now they’re done
I’ve been wondering if I I was ever enough
I’ve been thinking ‘bout me losing my will to love
And I’ve been thinking ‘bout me drinking alone ’til I’m numb
I’ve been thinking ‘bout the times that we had now they’re done
I’ve been wondering if I I was ever enough
I’ve been thinking ‘bout me losing my will to love
Is it okay that I’m still angry?
Is it okay that I feel lost?
‘Cause you were my only compass
Now I wander in the dark
I’ve been through the highest highs and lows
And God only knows
I fell as far as I can go
Now I wish I could be happy
Knowing that you’re not
And I’ve been thinking ‘bout me drinking alone ’til I’m numb
I’ve been thinking ‘bout the times that we had now they’re done
I’ve been wondering if I I was ever enough
I’ve been thinking ‘bout me losing my will to love
And I’ve been thinking ‘bout me drinking alone ’til I’m numb
I’ve been thinking ‘bout the times that we had now they’re done
I’ve been wondering if I I was ever enough
I’ve been thinking ‘bout me losing my will to love
Yeah I’ve been thinking ‘bout me
Oh
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3. |
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Oh
Mm
Do you ever get this feeling
Like something isn’t right
When you’re stuck in line at the checkout counter
Waiting for your time
It’s like everything stops moving
But veggies milk and bread
The beeping at the register
Reminds me I’m not dead
We spend our whole lives waiting
For our moment to arrive
We’re stuck inside this endless loop
The world passing us by
I scratch my head and wonder
Why the hell am I alive
That’s right
What’s the point of this
I’m trying to decide
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
The cashier starts to mutter
The bagger hides a grin
Your world unveiled for all to see
Conveyor belt of sin
Cash or card it doesn’t matter
I got paper plastic blues
Most people here are zombies walking
Don’t care enough to choose
We spend our whole lives waiting
For our moment to arrive
But when we finally get there
Oh it’s never worth the hype
I scratch my head and wonder
Why can’t god give me a sign
That’s right
What’s the point of this
Living to survive
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Driving home a lonely road
It’s all the same routine
I cook and eat then go to bed
Wake up to the same thing
Am I any closer to heaven
Or am I condemned to hell
What judgment will they pass on me
When they know the thoughts I’ve felt
We spend our whole lives waiting
Like we’re cattle in a line
It’s not what you imagined
When you finally see the light
I scratch my head and wonder
Why the hell am I alive
That’s right
That’s right
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4. |
Doubt
03:39
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I wish I didn’t doubt myself
‘Cause everyone else
Seems to carry themselves around confidently
I get too deep inside my head
Always second guessing
Guess I never had anyone to console me
My friends say I got issues with my self esteem
But something tells me it goes deeper
‘Cause mirrors always show the worst inside me
So apologies
I’m shaking in my boots
‘Cause I’m always nervous
I’m working up a sweat
Just feeling worthless
And if I never look you in the eye it’s ‘cause I hate own my reflection
My heart is always racing
Like a whirlwind
If it jumped right out my chest
I’d never know it
And maybe there’s somebody beautiful inside me
But I could never show him
No
Ooh
I doubt myself
Ooh
I wish I knew how to be proud
(Of me, of me)
‘Cause everyone else
Seemed to figure out
A long time before me
I laugh it off
Self deprecate
But people say
There’s truth in jest
So far I guess
They haven’t been proven wrong yet
‘Cause I’m shaking in my boots
And I’m always nervous
I’m working up a sweat
Just feeling worthless
And if I never look you in the eye it’s ‘cause I hate own my reflection
My heart is always racing
Like a whirlwind
If it jumped right out my chest
I’d never know it
And maybe there’s somebody beautiful inside me
But I could never show him
No
Ooh
I doubt myself
Ooh
I’m shaking in my boots
‘Cause I’m always nervous
I’m working up a sweat
Just feeling worthless
And if I never look you in the eye it’s ‘cause I hate own my reflection
My heart is always racing
Like a whirlwind
If it jumped right out my chest
I’d never know it
And maybe there’s somebody beautiful inside me
But I could never show him
No
Ooh
I doubt myself
Ooh
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5. |
Rewrite
03:22
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I knew that this would be hard
I wish you were here not somewhere far
I know that this bridge was burned
But I see your face everywhere I turn
And I know that it’s wrong but you feel so right
Only one touch and you numb my senses
And I still can’t pretend that you’re off my mind
So I’ll cover up my eyes
And take this pill and let it rewrite
Rewrite our love
Rewrite the flames and rewrite the burns just
Rewrite
Rewrite our love
Rewrite the pain and rewrite the hurt yeah
Rewrite
Rewrite our love
Rewrite the flames and rewrite the burns just
Rewrite
Rewrite our love
Rewrite the pain and rewrite the hurt yeah
Trying to relive the past
And all of the memories I’ve burned to ash
The only ones I can’t get back
Are happy smiles from our photographs
‘Cause you can light me up like a fire inside
Only one touch just to get it started
And I still can’t pretend that you’re off my mind
So I’ll cover up my eyes
And take this pill and let it rewrite
Rewrite our love
Rewrite the flames and rewrite the burns just
Rewrite
Rewrite our love
Rewrite the pain and rewrite the hurt yeah
Rewrite
Rewrite our love
Rewrite the flames and rewrite the burns just
Rewrite
Rewrite our love
Rewrite the pain and rewrite the hurt yeah
One dose gets me into bed
Two doses puts me back to sleep
But three doses messes with my head
And then I see your ghosts inside my dreams
Even though I’ve broken my bones and I’ve mangled my body
I’m out here alone with the tears dripping down me
I can’t stop myself from thinking ‘bout you and wondering
So when you’re in mind that’s when I
Take this pill and let it rewrite
Rewrite our love
Rewrite the flames and rewrite the burns just
Rewrite
Rewrite our love
Rewrite the pain and rewrite the hurt yeah
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6. |
If This Was For The Best
04:03
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I send you little texts to gauge your interest
But when we talk I can tell there’s nothing left here
It’s crazy how different it’s been for you and me
I’m still chained to you but you’ve been set free
I think they call it maladaptive daydreaming
But it’s better than a drink and overthinking
I lie in bed and act like nothing ever had to end
I trace my pillow as if it was your skin
So tell me
How do I get by
‘Cause now I wander in the night
I’m like a little lost child
Without you near
I’m crying rivers running miles
I hide a cloud in every smile
If this was for the best
How come it doesn’t feel like it
You’d be proud to know I’ve been getting out the house more
To see the sights we missed when I was still yours
But sometimes it’ll hit me like a crashing aero plane
I’m all alone and everything has changed
So tell me
How do I get by
‘Cause now I wander in the night
I’m like a little lost child
Without you near
I’m crying rivers running miles
I hide a cloud in every smile
If this was for the best
How come it doesn’t feel like it
I spend the better half of the day sleeping
Maybe then I’ll see you in my dreams yeah
Even though I know it’s just a matter of time
’Til I wake up to the nightmare I call life
It’s crazy how different it’s been for you and me
I’m still chained to you but you’ve been set free
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7. |
Seven Days
03:51
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I met her on the internet
A tender mom of two
Sent emails back and forth
A couple photos too
And she could tell that I was hurt
She saw my frozen smile
Asked what was going wrong
So I wrote with teary eyes
I lie here in my bed
So no one else can see
The monster that I have become
A sad anomaly
I think my mind is broken
I don’t doubt I’m unhinged
I fell deep into darkness now
My weeks are looking grim
The first day cuts me to the bone
The second leaves a bruise
The third day I wish I was dead
The fourth day I’m confused
And when the fifth and sixth day come
I’ve got no damn to give
But the seventh day still comes around
And I go through it all again
I thought I might have scared her off
Went days with no reply
Weeks later she responded
To my own surprise
She said it’s okay I’ve been there too
It’s just a part of life
I fell deep into darkness but
Somehow I still survived
She said
The first year cut me to the bone
The second left a bruise
And dark thoughts clouded up my mind
The third and fourth years too
But when the fifth and sixth years came
I saw a little light
In seven years you’ll realize
Sometimes it just takes time
To be honest since we talked
I’m not much better yet
But maybe that’s all just because
I’m only a few years in
But her words reside deep in my mind
Like echoes in the well
So when the week gets difficult
I try to tell myself
The first day cuts me to the bone
The second leaves a bruise
The third day I’m so over it
The fourth day I’m confused
But when the fifth and sixth day pass
I might see sparks of hope
I strive to keep on living
Seven days a week so I’ll know
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8. |
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I’ve been craving touch, craving connection
Been talking to strangers so I can feel something
But after a cup of tea and pleasantries
I’m all alone again
Yeah I’ve been trying to find something familiar in every face
But when love is lost it’s hard to be replaced
Mm
Guess I’m going home with me again
It’s a lonely road that never ends
Just want somebody to hold me
Is that so much to ask?
Just want somebody to love me
And all the dirt from my past
Just want somebody to tell me it’ll be alright
When there’s smoke and fire in the skies
Oh
Just want somebody to hold
Me
I’ve been taking a stroll at every park
Hoping that I meet someone and it’s more than a spark
But after a couple hours I throw in the towel
Don’t know why I thought today’d be different
And back at home I eat alone
Another TV dinner gone
Now I get why it’s serving size for one
Mm
Another wish to God that failed to send
Wonder when he’ll get my messages
Just want somebody to hold me
Is that so much to ask?
Just want somebody to love me
And all the dirt from my past
Just want somebody to tell me it’ll be alright
When the mountains fall before my eyes
Oh
Just want somebody to hold
Me
Hold me
Hold me
Hold me
Someone to hold me
Hold me
Hold me
Hold me
Someone to hold me
Hold me
Hold me
Hold me
Someone to hold me
Hold me
Hold me
Hold me
Someone to hold me
Just want somebody to tell me it’ll be alright
When the sun and stars and earth collide
Oh
Just want somebody to hold
Me
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9. |
Better Off
02:33
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You were never good for me
You propped me up just like a trophy
For your friends to see
Did you enjoy the fame and glory
Should’ve known that we weren’t meant to last when
You tossed me out just like a dirty bath mat
And I was lost for so long when I shouldn’t have
Been at all
It was my fault
I thought I needed you like a drug
And I couldn’t live without your love
But it was you who wasn’t good enough for me
I see it clearly now
You had me wrapped around your thumb
So tight that everything went numb
How could I ever have been so dumb
‘Cause now I’m better off without
You were all that I could see
I was stuck behind a glass so rosy
You burned me to the third degree
I was caught in your flames there was no escaping
You threw me out just like a dirty trash can
Left me wondering what the hell just happened
Went from the only one to just a has-been
I should’ve known
I was worth gold
I thought I needed you like a drug
And I couldn’t live without your love
But it was you who wasn’t good enough for me
I see it clearly now
You had me wrapped around your thumb
So tight that everything went numb
How could I ever have been so dumb
‘Cause now I’m better off without
I don’t need you anymore
I’m better off on my own
I don’t need you anymore
I’m better off on my own
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10. |
Still Young
03:15
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I’m a baby on the inside
I won’t even try to hide it
Can’t color in the lines
Or sleep without a light
Won’t let the monsters bite me
I’m emotionally stunted
And I’ll never confront it
I’m happy as can be
So childish and free
It’s everything I wanted
I still stumble
I get nervous
I know people
Can see my flaws but
Since I only got one life to live today
There is something I just gotta say
I’m still young still dumb I don’t care
And I’ll forever stay this way
Don’t you say that I’m naive
No
‘Cause that’s just how I be
Yeah
Confidence is just all an act
And I don’t ever wanna grow up
I’m fine with the way I am
No
You’ll just need to understand
Yeah
I’m still a baby on the inside
You might not see it from my outline
My skin has worn with time
Got wrinkles near my eyes
But I feel so alive yeah
Don’t know how I’ll find a lover
‘Cause I never hit my growth spurt
But that’s okay with me
Got everything I need
Hiding under the covers
I’m still young still dumb I don’t care
And I’ll forever stay this way
Don’t you say that I’m naive
No
‘Cause that’s just how I be
Yeah
Confidence is just all an act
And I don’t ever wanna grow up
I’m fine with the way I am
No
You’ll just need to understand
Yeah
I get flustered
I’m imperfect
But my happiness is worth it
And if I end up dying in my bed alone
At least I had the chance in life to know that
I’m so young so dumb I don’t care
And I’ll forever stay this way
Don’t you say that I’m naive
No
‘Cause that’s just how I be
Yeah
Confidence is just all an act
And I don’t ever wanna grow up
I’m fine with the way I am
No
You’ll just need to understand
Yeah
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11. |
Goodbye, Good Luck
02:49
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My boss says that he needs me to stay late again
But I don’t get paid enough to do this shit
He didn’t ask me if it’s fine
To take my time for his own benefit
But it’s okay today I’m quitting
Too bad I don’t need your permission
Won’t give no notice I’ll be dipping
Goodbye, good luck hope you ain’t tripping
Oh
‘Cause I’m so done with this damn 9 to 5
I know that you already saw it in my eyes
I thought I’d try to overlook the shitty pay
And endless days
But now you’ve made a big mistake
(And pissed me off)
I guess you don’t know how much that you’ll need me
All the secrets that I learned I’ll leave with
You can be employee of the month yeah
I’ll have a Bellini with my lunch yeah
My boss says that he needs me to stay late again
But I don’t get paid enough to do this shit
He didn’t ask me if it’s fine
To take my time for his own benefit
But it’s okay today I’m quitting
Too bad I don’t need your permission
Won’t give no notice I’ll be dipping
Goodbye, good luck hope you ain’t tripping
Oh
This day job turned into a graveyard shift
My friends say I look like a zombie in a ditch
Put in my hours put in overtime to learn
Just to get burned
So now I’m getting what I’m worth
(And it’s not here)
This dead end work won’t do me any favors
So sick of dishing out all my free labor
I know I can make it on my own yeah
Sorry you can go and lick the floor yeah
My boss says that he needs me to stay late again
But I don’t get paid enough to do this shit
He didn’t ask me if it’s fine
To take my time for his own benefit
But it’s okay today I’m quitting
Too bad I don’t need your permission
Won’t give no notice I’ll be dipping
Goodbye, good luck hope you ain’t tripping
Oh
No no no no not today
No no no no not today
No no no no not today
Not today
But it’s okay today I’m quitting
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12. |
Nervous
03:26
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Boy
I know I like you
So why do I still
Play pretend
You
You make me nervous
Trip over my words then
Fall down again
Yeah
Cheeks so rosy red
My heart palpitating
When did you get so cute I just gotta know
Don’t walk away yet
There’s things I haven’t said
You’re stuck on my mind and I can’t just let you go
Oh
I know I like you
But you get close and I get so crazy
Wonder how I’ll get him to date me
Writing spells and love incantations
Falling deep into my temptations
Every night I’m haunted by your lips
Is it so wrong to lean in for a kiss
Pull it back it’s getting dangerous
I’m a mess yeah I already know it
And I
I’m starting to mumble I’m stumbling can’t get my thoughts straight
My foot’s in my mouth I don’t doubt I be looking insane
Can someone go turn on the AC I’m melting away
Hey
Walking on cold feet
Guess I need a drink
Every time I talk to you I just start to choke
Fight the urge to make
Another quick escape
Tonight will be the night I let all my feelings show
But you get close and I get so crazy
Wonder how I’ll get him to date me
Writing spells and love incantations
Falling deep into my temptations
Every night I’m haunted by your lips
Is it so wrong to lean in for a kiss
Pull it back it’s getting dangerous
I’m a mess yeah I already know it
You get close and I get so crazy
Wonder how I’ll get him to date me
Writing spells and love incantations
Falling deep into my temptations
Every night I’m haunted by your lips
Is it so wrong to lean in for a kiss
Pull it back it’s getting dangerous
I’m a mess yeah I already know it
I’m a mess
I’m a mess
I’m a nervous wreck
But I know I like you
I’m a mess
I’m a mess
I’m a nervous wreck
But I know I like you
I’m a mess
I’m a mess
I’m a nervous wreck
But I know I like you
I’m a mess
I’m a mess
I’m a nervous wreck
But I know I like you
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13. |
Take Care of Him, Ok?
04:03
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At first I thought I hated you
‘Cause you took him away
At some point I realized
You weren’t the one to blame
‘Cause every night I saw his face
A sea of ocean blue
Two years later I can’t deny
He looks happier with you
You and I are like the same
With him we both fell hard in love
The only difference is that
To him you always were enough
Your pretty hair your pretty face
Your smile so bright it lights the sky
His last name joined up with your first
Would sound so much better than mine
So I’ll do my best to let him go
The life we used to live
Even though I know that you’re spending
All my time with him
Don’t hate me if I miss him
I’m just trying my best to cope
‘Cause every day that passes by
I’m learning not to hope
Ooh
Take care of him, ok?
I scroll through photos that he’s sent
Your hands intertwined
It don’t take no genius to see
They’re both the perfect size
I know the way he pulls you close
And runs his fingers across your lips
But when he kisses you goodnight
I’m more than jealous I’ll admit
So I’ll do my best to let him go
The life we used to live
Even if it’ll mean I’ll have to
Smile and play pretend
Don’t hate me if I miss him
I’m just trying my best to cope
‘Cause every day that passes by
I’m learning not to hope
Ooh
Take care of him, ok?
Ooh
Take care of him, ok?
My turn has passed
Your time has come
The rules are rules and you have won
And if you ever hear this song
So I’ll do my best to let him go
The life we used to live
Even if it’ll mean I’ll have to
Smile and play pretend
Don’t hate me if I miss him
I’m just trying my best to cope
‘Cause every day that passes by
I’m learning not to hope
Ooh
Take care of him, ok?
Ooh
Take care of him, ok?
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14. |
What Lies Ahead
03:32
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Every night you’re on my mind
I’m up until 4 am
I spend the day waiting for it to end
I wish my friends they wouldn’t call
‘Cause I don’t wanna talk
They can’t relate, I know they’re just pretending
‘Cause how would they know you like I did
When every day was bliss
Before I knew that this was over
So I don’t need no sympathy
It won’t help with my regret
And these questions I keep asking over and over again
How do I go on living when inside I’m dead
How do I say goodbye to all the things we had
How do I move on knowing that what lies ahead
Doesn’t have you in it
Doesn’t have you in it
Sun or rain it doesn’t matter
Everything is gray
Since you left the colors start to fade
They don’t even know you like I did
The way you read my lips
And knew my words before I spoke them
So I don’t need no sympathy
It won’t help with my regret
And the urge to scream your name I can’t get off my chest
How do I go on living when inside I’m dead
How do I say goodbye to all the things we had
How do I move on knowing that what lies ahead
Doesn’t have you in it
Doesn’t have you in it
How do I go on living when inside I’m dead
How do I say goodbye to all the things we had
How do I move on knowing that what lies ahead
Doesn’t have you in it
Doesn’t have you in it
Doesn’t have you in it
Doesn’t have you in it
When what lies ahead
Doesn’t have you in it
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15. |
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Yes
I got your invitation
But I hoped you wouldn’t ask
I guess it’s really happening
Maybe this is for the best
I know it’s been years
Should’ve dried all my tears
But I’m still feeling hurt
It was me now it’s her
Well
Guess I’m fool to hope we’d get back together
So don’t hate me
I’m not trying to hurt you baby yeah
I’m just trying to protect myself
‘Cause I can’t bear to see you lately yeah
Least of all with someone else
Even if there’s nothing left between us
At least I still can pretend
So I’m not coming to your wedding yeah
Don’t be mad I wish you well
Ooh
Ooh
Yes
I want you to be happy
You don’t even need to ask
But you seem to be forgetting
That we still share a past
Is it so insane
That you’re still on my brain
I’ve been healing my heart
But this wound hasn’t scarred
Well
Maybe it’s ‘cause I haven’t replaced you yet
So don’t berate me
I’m not trying to hurt you baby yeah
I’m just trying to protect myself
‘Cause I can’t bear to see you lately yeah
Least of all with someone else
Even if there’s nothing left between us
At least I still can pretend
So I’m not coming to your wedding yeah
Don’t be mad I wish you well
Ooh
Ooh
Just imagine how I’ll be
Watching you get married
To someone else
And trying not to wish that it was me
I’m not trying to hurt you baby yeah
I’m just trying to protect myself
‘Cause I can’t bear to see you lately yeah
Least of all with someone else
Even if there’s nothing left between us
At least I still can pretend
So I’m not coming to your wedding yeah
Don’t be mad I wish you well
Ooh
Ooh
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16. |
Mama Ain't Coming Home
03:05
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Mama went out to the supermarket
To buy her son some new shoes for kindergarten
Stray bullets to her head and to her heart then
Now her son’s all alone in a shopping cart yeah
He’s been searching up
And down
And all around
Mama don’t play hide and seek
Mama is all that he needs
But now
The story
Never ends
Mama is all that he needs
But we’ve been counting one two threes like
One two
Check the news
Three four
Lock the doors
Five six
Propose a fix
But who has got the heart to tell him
Seven eight
Thoughts and prayers from
Nine ten
Congressmen
By eleven twelve
We’re back in hell
Who has got the heart to tell him
Mama ain’t coming home
Mama ain’t coming home
Mama walked among the saints devoted
For her son she’d do anything she could have
But love was never enough to fight off bullets
Her life cut short from a cruel and crazy world yeah
Now he’s been searching up
And down
And all around
Mama don’t play hide and seek
Mama is all that he needs
But now
The story
Never ends
Mama is all that he needs
But we’ve been counting one two threes like
One two
Check the news
Three four
Lock the doors
Five six
Propose a fix
But who has got the heart to tell him
Seven eight
Thoughts and prayers from
Nine ten
Congressmen
By eleven twelve
We’re back in hell
Who has got the heart to tell him
Mama ain’t coming home
Mama ain’t coming home
Mama
Mm
Mama ain’t coming home
No no
No no no
No no
No no no
Mama ain’t coming home
Mama ain’t coming home
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Running nowhere killing time
Nothing but you on my mind
Are you really gone
All our memories trapped in glass
Always living in the past
‘Cause I can’t move on
We used to lie awake and count the stars we know
It’s almost funny
Now I lie awake in bed alone
Why does love have to hurt
So much more than you planned
I know I tried my very hardest
But you’re stuck inside my head
Why does everything good
Always come to an end
I guess you lied you said forever
Forever was just pretend
Mm
Mirrored smiles
Simon says
Hide your tears in front of friends
‘Cause they can’t relate
(Grab my mirror and practice smiles)
Tainted tired twisted pain
Every day I feel the same
Since you went away
I used to think that we’d grow old we’d make it through
Oh but darling
Never thought you’d be the one I’d lose
Why does love have to hurt
So much more than you planned
I know I tried my very hardest
But you’re stuck inside my head
Why does everything good
Always come to an end
I guess you lied you said forever
Forever was just pretend
Watching my world crumble Into ash
There’s no return there’s no going back
Just let it burn ‘til it’s all collapsed
All collapsed
Forever was just pretend
Im a train wreck and I know it shows
So much regret baby there’s no hope
You can call off all the sirens
I’m already flatlining
Why does love have to hurt
So much more than you planned
Without the lies or ultimatums
Could we have made it ’til the end
Why did everything good
Slip right out from our hands
I guess you lied you said forever
Forever was just pretend
Forever was just pretend
Forever was just pretend
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